Please help me with boyfriend troubles!?

Okay, prepare yourself, this is going to be long, but please help me! I am 13 years old and i have a secret facebook, i'm not allowed to have one says my parents. And i also have had boyfriends, also not allowed to have them. Anyway, when school was in, i liked this boy, who is a grade ahead of me and rides my bus,but he liked this girl, who also rode our bus. He knew i liked him. We were never really friends, until the girl broke his heart, and we talked on Facebook. He then added me to his band and i really liked him, and i told him. I asked him if he liked me too and he said yea i guess, thus we dated for a couple days, but i made the mistake of saying "i love yaa....." and he dumped me, saying he didn't really like me and he just didn't wanna hurt my feelings, but he wants to be freinds. In the process i made freinds with his best freind. Turns out, he really likes me. Now i am dating him and its only been a few hours and i don't like him! I still really like the other boy! I don't know what to do, and i can provide more details, but lets call the first boy "Hugh" and the second boy "Joe". Now it gets even more complicated. There is a 3rd boy, lets call him "Jackson". I've known Jackson my whole life because our parents are friends. He gives me this "stare" like he loves me, and i have to admitt, i like him too, but he always says he doesnt like me and he is sort of a player. But that could just be that our parents have always joked that we could never like eachother. Please help me, becuase i really like "Hugh" and "Jackson" and I think all three boys Mite like me! THANKS!