When ever you buy a lotto ticket,what really you think at that particular time?and after the result...!?

i bought many times winning tickets BUT with some gain,and always plane to go for big one with keeping the poor peoples in my mind and always i share with them whatever i won.now please tell me if i am not lucky enough or they are unlucky . may you tell me if i continue buying the tickets for them or just stop doing that type of kindness.?