My life is going downhill, I really have no idea where I'm suppose to go from here? Help please!?

You sound clinically depressed. Are there any cles you can take online until you get placed again? My best friend had this happen to her because there just aren't enough nursing teachers. She wore the same nightgown all day long for 2 weeks straight. I thought we'd have to do a hygeine intervention. Can you see a doctor to help you get through the depression? As far as your mother is concerned, mine is a toxic, evil, jealous harpie and I'm actually scheduling major surgery when she goes out of the country. You aren't alone in this. But see a doctor first.